♥ ADEL

2010-11-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

EMO TO THE MAX! :(

iphone dying on me soon !

no idea why i just take out and it dropped on the floor.

and it BOUNCE ALSO! dam sad. there's a crack on top of it.

so dam sad :(

school has been alright. but seriously... still i dont like this sem!

hahahahhas!

test coming :( got to start taking out my books and notes already.

aims to pass all class test. and the lowest i can get is C not worse than that.

got to buck up already !

and CO training starts , GL training starts . i can die soon :(

many things to do.

talk to fang fang about getting into university.

told her im about to give up hopes for my university.

with the GPA of 3.08 now , i totally got no confidence that it'll hit 3.5 at the end.

tho there is still like 3 more sems to go , but i got no confidence.

coding and computer system isnt things that get into my brain.

why cant there be more math and ERP type of module ?

but still got to study >.< >

CO concert on 12 dec M-pop Beautiful sunday :D

Percussion performance during Feb.

SBMY camp from 17/12-20/12

and yes this year im not celebrating my birthday again :(

how sad right. hahahs! but still alright :D

ADEL

2010-11-04T22:49:00.004+08:00

okay how great , so much to learn this semester.

and this semester seems a little...

working pretty okay , seems easy but not easy.

seems difficult but not difficult.

im alright with VB :D

most of the module seems like go class...

do your own tutorial then the end.

nothing much... tutorial still okay .

but computer operating system seems to hate me.

some how i understand a little , but i just dislike it alot.

RAD doesnt seems to be difficult, but the way the lecturer teach -.-

SACP im doing fine , but no confidence in project.

software engineering , info security , just like another ITSM to me.

Device Interfacing still okay , no idea why dont have the mood to do it today.

NE & EQ there isnt anything much :D

this sems lecturer quite okay :D

this semester got to work hard .

too much of C# , VB seems a little...

now im so used to VB , when i turn back to C# it sucks.

the rest is just understand/memorize theory :(

2 exam module , Software Engineering & Device Interfacing

if im not wrong.

i still prefer year 1 sem 1 :(

ADEL

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.

And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.

Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.

But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,

But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,

But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.

I love the way you lie.

Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.

In this tug of war, you’ll always win, even when I’m right.

Cause you feed me fables from your hand,

With violet words and empty threats and it’s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,

But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,

But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.

Ohhh, I love the way you lie.

So maybe I’m a masochist

I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave.

Til the walls are goin’ up in smoke with all our memories.

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face

smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction

hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry that you

pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me

try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me

run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy

baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me

then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me

then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the

destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we

know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs

that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky

together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,

you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’

I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count

but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain

our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselin’

this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand

square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it

with you I’m in my f–kin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,

But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,

But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.

Ohhh, I love the way you lie.

I love the way you lie.

2010-10-25T23:15:00.004+08:00

opps its time i should blog?

hahahas. im seriously lazy plus no time :(

school on monday doesnt seems good at all, too many breaks :(

a total of 3 hr lesson 1 hr each with a total of 5 hrs break :(

and lesson is like 9 am - 6pm

didnt have a proper meal today.

breakfast half a bowl of noodles, lunch sandwich

dinner junk food.

how nice? but im really full today

going out with riz i will go fatter :(

but its fun to have her around :D

and i spent quite a bit today. gzz PAY DAY STILL LONG! :(

watch pretty lots of horror movie recently . im crazy.

but still cant get to go out much with him :(

im BUSY!!! :(

There's so many things that happened.

and there's too many for me to understand.

i cant be bothered anymore.

yes , the world is selfish , this is a fact .

guess resignation letter up after my contract ends.

oh and yes he said that he agreed to let me go bedok .

and i'll be like running bedok and DTE outlet.

he SAY only ah but true anot another story.

The world is selfish , yes indeed.

but giving in too much isnt good at all.

that's why selfish . Give and take please -.-

dont go too overboard , i'll do the same back too.

im already giving in alot.

im feeling a little unwell recently.

i've no idea why , cant seems to be feeling well.

still thinking should i go CO tomorrow.

depends shall see if i can make it tomorrow

really unwell and i wont attend.

school makes me think of overseas attachment.

3 months attachment. i want to go .

its a great experience, yes , independent and responsible .

that isnt easy at all , but should i ?

so many encouragement that i should give it a try .

but mum seems to object about it , shall attend the briefing.

If i really want , shall find ways to let my mum agree :D

same goes for FYP , but thats only 6 weeks should be okay :D

Full of ups and downs these days , im glad that i have you :D

ADEL

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine

I'm alone, just wasting time

No Friday movie nights

Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations

With the thoughts in my head

All I hear are angels crying

Oh, won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Honestly, this won't do

How is she doing?

I tell myself I'm feeling swell

But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning

But you know I don't feel that way

Who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Talk about a sin

Was the day I walked into the other side

I would run back in

I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her that

I love her more than life

More than life, Yeah

Love her more than life

Yeah, yeah, yeah

2010-10-15T19:07:00.003+08:00

years i've blog.

im lazy .

even till now.

have been working everyday, only manage to let myself off tomorrow.

watching The Child's Eye tomorrow :D wahahas!

and back off to work on sunday again.

oh yes , im heading to work at kallang next week :) is it a good thing?

Mr jimmy asked why i never head down to kallang to work ,

He actually wanted me to head to work tonight 10-3am .

im really tired , not feeling that well also i guess.

i've been sneezing since i woke up till now :(

So im staying at home and sleep :DDDD

And school is starting soon :(

thats so sad right? but i think got to focus more.

this sem seems to be really difficult.

I've seen the time table. wow.

its a little .... dont really like it tho.

but it seems not bad also .

2 days of 9am 1 day of 10am and 2 days of 1pm :)

there's a night class on thursday , but no effects on me , im used to it hahas.

its either theres class or theres CO seems no difference to me :D

ADEL

2010-10-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

Another day out :D

Vivo City :)

Class chalet has ended its a little too late to blog tho.

hahas! busy with work :D

class chalet is really fun , it's much better than the previous 1.

28 sept all the way till 29 sept night :)

i was so dam tired than i fall asleep when i reach home.

and sleep all the way till i received 1 sms :D

and went back off to sleep till the next day.

and i still feel tired at work :(

gastric is finding problems with me but i cant help it .

and i keep forgetting and eat spicy stuffs.

and now my throat is going to kill me soon.

wonder what will happen to my voice tomorrow .

and yes , vivo city..went to the challenger..

i saw macbook pro 13 inch.

i got so attracted to it :(

omg omg omg omg. its $1788 .

okay can i get it ? hahas shall really save up if i want it.

but wont get it so fast i think. need alot of savings :(

even if i buy will be like next year.

still owe my mum money for my current laptop .

still owe her $1000 :( okay continue working and SAVE up :D

ADEL

Baby I believe

That you were meant for me

And if there's somebody

Then baby I believe

That somebody is you

And every thing you do

'Cause baby I believe

I believe in you

One love is the prophecy

I believe without pain to the past and if you came to me

You'd set me free

Sure is one and one is true

Yeah

I believe in you

That's what I do

'Cause I believe in you

And it seems so real

I was dreaming

Did you come to me

Hold me closer for eternity

I believe

Baby I believe

That you were meant for me

And if there's somebody

Then baby I believe

That somebody is you

And every thing you do

'Cause baby I believe

I believe in you

I walked through the world and I see it all

I never looked down In case of the fall

Im off the wall and I still believe

Yeah

That somebody is you

And every thing you do

'Cause baby I believe

I believe in you

Yes I do

I believe in you.

2010-09-25T10:19:00.009+08:00

its been too long that i went to work.

suddenly working for 2 days....

i felt so dam tired . HAHAS!

I passed my BTT :D

and BFF passed her FTT! :D

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

there's 2 function yesterday night.

and im so lucky that the lady didnt say anything infront of mr benson.

HAHAS! she said im hers for the night.

and if mr benson heard that i must get prepare to OT -.-

james came down yesterday , and he blame me for the problem cause.

he said his function goes well everytime.

today he see me his function got problem !

and say i give him bad luck! >.<

okay that was a joke tho :D

BBQ food is done for this coming tuesday :D

got to transfer the money to the company later on.

guess the food will be enough for all :D

meeting fang fang for dinner tomorrow after work! :D

its been long since i last met her :(

and yes result is out on the 28th sept .

how nice it is on the chalet dates?

still got to face it be it good or bad :(

ADEL

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

Far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you

Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you

Feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile

I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you

Right here with you, just like this

I just wanna hold you close

Feel your heart so close to mine

And stay here in this moment

For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes

Don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

'Cause I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes

I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you

The sweetest dream will never do

I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes

Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah

I don't wanna miss a thing

2010-09-21T09:40:00.005+08:00

how nice ?

im working night shift today 7 - 2am

and i forgot i got CO and placed my schedule 2 weeks ago.

tonight's incharge is mr louis :D

i was so bored yesterday and made a last minute decision.

a last minute call to xinjie and ask her to accompany me.

and im so lucky that she's free.

Lunch @ Nihon was alright but the portion is too big :(

Brought some stuff outside :D

Tomorrow BTT test , no confident in the end.

so now i'll just study that 300 question and just bless me with that.

seriously im lazy to touch it. hahas :D

So much for missing many people .

how i really wish fang fang can be right back here with me.

millions of things happen around.

everything is in a mess , and i find it stupid.

because all this shouldnt had happen at all.

problems within the outlets , im sick of that already.

but no matter what all outlets is the same.

but just that this time wrong things is VERY messy.

cant be bothered again , i still have my Riz around with me :D

Nicholas is leaving me for 1 night tomorrow :(

he's going to batam !

and now wants me to download games for him.

im so sucks at downloading things.

and download for his PSP somemore uhs!

Quater Time wants me to head down to outlet at 2pm

but im a little lazy plus things to be done at home.

if i can dont download games for my brother it'll be better :D

you made me break my promise to myself.

ADEL

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender loving care,

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,

And wished that you could hold me now.

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true,

Would you say that you always be there,

To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true,

Would you say that you always be there,

To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

2010-09-19T14:06:00.005+08:00

Miss me right? HAHAS!

thats the first thing that i said when i reached singapore.

okay , clarice and yvonne are surprise that we are back today.

the 5 days were really memorable.

tho somehow i miss home , but still i dont mind to stay there for few more days :D

expect the unexpected :D

wasnt feeling well since the first day and shiver the whole night.

places that i went there was really nice

东方明珠电视台
The Bund
World Expo
留园
南京路
城隍庙
Lenovo and Silk factory
朱家角

Some other places but i cant remember all :(

Night Scenery is really nice there.

Shall i just let the photos do the job?

im lazy to blog much about shang hai ... HAHAS!

World expo great experience...

but everyone there is push and knock and cut Queue

Places there is really nice :(

and Queue for the UK Pavilion , i love that :D

Walked till my legs dam pain on that day.

i really love the night time over there.

its really beautiful and windy.

More photos in Penjamin and andrew's camera.

on the way back to singapore , feeling so unwell on the plane for 2 hours.

killed me totally .

Guess this will be much. Pictures do the job :D

ADEL

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels

whispering to me good night

Don't wake when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true

Let no one take that from you

Time is running tight

Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little

Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say farewell

No need to cry of feelings

Oh it's alright

All in the book of life

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can change my world

from black to white

So I'll close my eyes and

dream a little more

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels

whispering to me good night

Don't wake when lightning strikes

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can give me strength to fight

Till the sky is burning

It's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow

Long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine

Don't let it go

You're the only reason

That ain't growing cold

What would I do

Without you

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can make my world so bright

Life no longer empty

with you in my heart

In my heart...

2010-09-13T14:50:00.004+08:00

Flight tonight at 1am ...

seriously , i felt a little afraid :D

hahas , but it'll be alright after im there :D

its been long since i went overseas.

thinking of it , it gave me many memories.

Qing dao and Cambodia trip in the past was fun.

Maybe at that time we are going with everyone we know.

but this time its only a few that i know..

seems pretty weird tho , but guess it'll be fun.

packed all my stuffs ready.

and tho im a little afraid i might forget something.

but... i dont know what else to bring.

guess should be it bah.

now i think of it and i know i promised alot people for dinner.

and it's too many that i wonder can i make it.

Fyon just text me and asked >.<

and Promised may this morning.

and many others that i promise long ago ..

hahahs...

Drama Craze , the love story in every fairytale is wonderful.

its too wonderful that it'll come true :D

2 shows of the wonderful love story ..

its really nice :D

wont be here for 1 week ..

dont miss me , and May said she'll follow the words i said!>.<

hmms time to leave my com here alone. :D

ADEL

I can't find a better reason
To stop all these feeling.
It's a special kind of feeling, sorry that I can't explain.

I believe in love
And I believe miracles could happen.
Maybe the gentle breeze will carry the good news.

Everything is spontaneous, a bit adventurous.
Somebody please tell me where this is going.
Nobody understands,
Nobody has a love like mine, falling in love with a stranger.

I think I am going to miss you
But I just ran into you.
I couldn't help but to wonder if our encounter a part of a prank.

And I think I'm starting to like you
'Cause I have the courage to be in love.
With determination, I walk right into your prank,
Into your mischievousness.

Now I realize you are always catching my eyes.
Please let me take a second look at your eyes.
Nobody understands,
Nobody has a love like mine, falling in love with a stranger.

2010-09-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

Something great , what if i say im not feeling well now?

HAHAS! Shang Hai trip in 2 days :D

seriously , been feeling weird in going there. hahas.

as usual :)

working these days is alright ... not really busy.

no idea what i should blog.

ADEL

2010-09-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

im a superwoman..

because my sleep is getting lesser. LOL.

guess i need to get to bed soon.

im real tired. totally cant make it already.

needed to wake up early tomorrow.

heading off to Lor Ah Soo for breakfast with dad.

its been long since i went there with him.

Met zhong at outlet today.

felt so bad.. he was late.

and i went off after he came for 30 mins.

because im tired and there's work tomorrow.

promise to meet out again soon.

so sorry , and got to ask may to come and accompany him.

Dinner at mahattan was nice :D

its been long since i went out with qin ..

its been long since i went out with kim pei and shu zhen.

think my brain cant function anymore.

got to go off to sleep soon.

nights all :D

ADEL

2010-09-09T01:52:00.002+08:00

i suppose to be in bed..

no idea why , not really tired at all.

dont feel like sleeping.

and exams is finally over.

Too many things inside me is killing my brain cell.

i dont know what's going on in me.

a trip to the kallang river , suddenly i want to be alone.

staying at the place alone i guess.

there seems to be many things happening.

but i dont feel like solving it.

even every little actions that i did.

i know i wasnt suppose to be over reacting over small stuffs.

but still , couldnt control myself.

attitude became the problem these days.

not outside but at home , attitude going from bad to worse.

trying to get it better , but it just seems that im not getting it better.

i dont know. feeling not so right at every moment.

Finally exams are over. :)

shang hai trip is in 5 days time :D

Nicholas is back from Thailand :D

he brought back many many shirts and food :D

he's a joke .. never felt that i could have a talk so nicely with him.

didnt really have time for my family i guess.

first time i realize i can talk to Nicholas so happily .

i owe him alot.... seriously , how i hope i can chat more with him.

but just that times there's a big gap between me and my 2 brothers.

i missed the old days where we were so close.

i'll never forget every little things that you did :)

i miss work , i miss fang , i miss my friends outside , i miss alot of things.

out with xinjie , huiqin , randy , wen xian , penjamin and andrew is really nice.

its been long i've been out with them.

never failed to be there as always , they are just a call away.

the friendship that i treasure alot.

ADEL

I've been letting you down, down

Girl I know I've been such a fool

Giving in to temptation

When I should've played it cool

The situation got out of hand

I hope you understand

It can happen to..

Anyone of us, anyone you think of

Anyone can fall

Anyone can hurt someone they love

Hearts will break

'Cause I made a stupid mistake

It can happen to..

Anyone of us, say you will forgive me

Anyone can fail

Say you will believe me

I can't take my heart will break

'Cause I made a stupid mistake

A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting

A little crazy I should've known

She must have altered my senses

'Cause I offered to walk her home

The situation got out of hand

I hope you understand

A stupid mistake

she means nothing to me

(nothing to me)

I swear every word is true

don't wanna lose you

2010-09-07T20:39:00.004+08:00

Suppose to be studying now.

How great? i only revise through all calculation that i know .

tho it takes up 60% . but... its not that good either.

imagine alot ppl score well and there is moderation up..

60% pass drop till a D .

Theory cant get into my mind.

and totally cant study at all.

nah , forcing myself to study after blogging.

same gonna wake up at 7am tomorrow.

It helps alot for my ITSM :D

yes random.

yes , felt touched after reading everything .

and no , i didnt forget the memories .

millions of times i repeated myself.

someone came and asked the same thing again.

but all i got to say , im sorry my life is still in a mess.

im not interested in all of those now. im sorry.

i've no idea how to react.

it stopped me from my work.

getting back now ...

yes couldnt sleep the whole night yesterday.

because the thing that my mum wants me to drink is to keep me awake -.-

she didnt know till my aunt told her today.

slept at 1 plus 2 am. and i woke up at 8am without any disturbance.

how nice? body alarm.

hmms too tired in the afternoon totally cant study.

shall really buck up now. and continue.

tho its only 40% it's really important.

bless me :D

ADEL

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

2010-09-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

Woooo.. ITSM KILLED!

if we go along as our prediction..

i may get a D ... not that well either.

hopes for lots moderation! hahahs :D

just 1 more paper left. 40% theory. can make it 1.

MEMORIZE >.<>

feeling giddy the whole day , no idea why.

feeling weak in the afternoon and alright after lunch.

gzz hate this feeling :(

okay i did something dumb yesterday .

i wanted to go outlet today to take pay.

called fang yesterday and ask if i can take my pay today.

and she was like ....

"eh , the pay is in your bank since 2 days ago " =.="

she cant stop laughing :( zzzZ.

Nicholas called back yesterday when i was sleeping...

he said want buy what just sms him! >.<

im going to shang hai in 1 week time :D

cant wait tho ...

ADEL

On the day we met

The snow was covering all the land

And as you held and warmed my cold hands

I felt this love will never end

But on the day you left

The snow froze up the night again

And the cold wind cried my sorrows

I'll never feel your love again

This is the longest winter night that

I won't ever forget

The light of dawn might never shine on me again

What have I got of you

What have I to believe

How could you tear this dream

This is the coldest winter night thatI won't ever forget

The kiss of spring will never melt this snow in me

I've chanced the best of me

I took so long to see

You've made a fool of me

2010-09-05T20:49:00.006+08:00

covered the whole of ITSM .

all i know was only skeleton :(

if burning the notes and drink helps i'll do that! HAHAS!

2 more papers to go ! jiayous! :D

and i'll be going off to shang hai :D

Nicholas went off to Thailand already :(

will i be able to sleep tonight :(

there is once when he went for NS , i couldn't sleep for a week :(

this time round he'll be back in 3 days :D

okay , back off to memorize my ITSM :(

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

ADEL

2010-09-04T21:34:00.001+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Ooo hooow

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

2010-09-04T17:31:00.003+08:00

pretty difficult to pick up my pens today :(

sleeping was all i want to do hahas! :D

yesterday i dream of ITSM paper :(

funny right >.<

ping told me super louis will be at bedok outlet when it opens.

i want to go bedok work! :(

but the thing is... will benson let me ?

my brother ask me to come with a very good reason.

i've been saying i want to go bedok for many many times !

okay back for my ITSM.

bless me !

ADEL

2010-09-03T12:13:00.002+08:00

Finally Netcom is over , tho its not all papers.

but im happy :)

because i dont have to touch that any more :)

2 more papers to go.

not much worry for ERP .

but im very worry for ITSM indeed.

yes , its easy to understand.

but its not easy to answer to the "essay" type of question.

jiayous :)

suddenly something came into my mind.

when i graduate from MJR , a little present from my form teacher.

words written on it always remain in my mind.

Dont get too emotional easily .

a thought that i still cant control my own emotions till now.

getting too emotional cant bring you anywhere .

it still the same . nothing change at all.

suddenly many things came into my thoughts these days.

making a mistake in life doesn't make someone to be a failure in life.

but making a mistake and doesn't learn makes someone a failure .

and the worse is when you made a mistake and you dont know.

suddenly i miss secondary school.

shall not get too emotional :)

everything is just a part of life.

its never too late to learn :)

ADEL

2010-08-31T23:47:00.005+08:00

These words have become a habit
and these words are among the many I’ve learned from you.
I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.
I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry.
I’m even sorry that these words are so late
But I’m waiting here for you shamelessly
Will you by chance come back tomorrow?

Even if the birdcage that represented you was narrow
I still liked it, I was still happy.
I’m returning to the day, to my dreams
when I believed in a forever without seperation

If I could go back I’d gather my heart, I’d take everything
from it and give it you.

its a nice song afterall :D

2010-08-31T12:17:00.002+08:00

friends around are all getting into relationship.

hahas congrats :)

and yes , i still prefer to be single for now.

so dont ask again :)

school life doesnt seems so good these days.

been studying. but i just dont know..

at times i even wonder what im studying.

trying my best to study but nothing much gets into my head.

failing is the worst that can happen.4

everything just doesnt seems so right at all.

sometimes i even wonder , can i give up studying ?

but of course , i doubt i can.

my mum wants me to stop working and focus on study..

but i doubt i will do that.

yesterday mum said that she want to get the crumpler bag for me.

but dont think i will want it.

shall get it for myself :)

hmms shall touch on netcomm :)

ADEL

2010-08-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

The problem of the Cbox is it'll be spammed by itself. no idea why.

Went to Cbox and realize there is still plenty of spam -.-.

And there's nothing much for people to tag also =.=

3 days of study is definitely not enough. tho im rotting at home today.

Packed my wardrobe :)

Seriously , dad asked me yesterday...

Do you have any faith in your upcoming exams?

and my reply was.... ehh... ehh... dont know.

no hopes at all. nothing really gets into my brain.

out of all notes i written only 50% that goes into my head :(

maybe i got to keep memorize and understand it .

Progress for ITSM is better than the last time :)

jiayous! :)

yes , memories held me back for the past few days.

but , its over :) [*yvonne this is for you :D]

i still dont regret of what i've done.

move on...

shang hai trip is on 14-19 sept.

departure is 14sept 1am
arrival is 19 sept 1am.

how nice ? HAHAHAHS!

seriously cant wait for it to be here :)

And yes , i kept looking at crumpler bag yesterday night hahas!

wanted to get it since long ago.

but just that it's too expensive.

was tell my mum about it.. and her replies was..

"you really like it?? "

it sounds like she want to get it for me. hahas.

but i'll still choose to get it myself :)

and the addidas shoe hahas!

randy and i was looking at addidas & crumpler web pages. hahas!

its so dam expenisive >.< ! lols.

Its never too late to change , but you must learn.

Learn from your mistake and move on.

Dont repeat the mistake again.

No one in the world is perfect.

Everyone make mistake , its common.

The worse is that you dont know your mistake and continue with it.

Stand up after every fall.

that was the topic yesterday :)

ADEL

2010-08-25T22:36:00.003+08:00

Finally everything is over.

left with exams. :(

ERP im done with 70% of it :)

Networking nothing much gets into my head :( 30% done.

ITSM worse. cant get any sense of it ! :( 10% done.

jiayous! thats all :(

heading off to shang hai on 14-19 sept.

lucky my BTT is on 22 sept phew :).

cant wait for shang hai trip :)

need to work for my papers , but the mood wasnt right today.

everything i do seems so not right.

i dont know. cant get anything done except copying notes :(

i've no idea what to do at all.

tomorrow I MUST study that :(

drama's craze is back again :(

wrong timing .

hygiene course this sun.

alone :( with MS , CMT , SJ , SMF ppls.

ahh! everything seems so not right! >.<

ADEL

Messed up

2010-08-18T23:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just think that my life is so messed up
I don't know , everything just seems so not right.
All I know is follow it step by step.

My busy schedule kills, but sometimes I just love that.
Maybe I just want it to be like this ...
And not to think much on happenings.
I tried to give up on my cca. It failed badly.
Somehow I find it hard to part with it.
I can't give up on work... Who will support me financially?
And for sure I can't give up my studies.

Too many things too little time.
Time management comes in.
And really work on it.

All day long in school for co.
It's sure tiring. Study and read story books there :)
It seems like wasting my time. But to the extend , not really .

There is lecture tomorrow morning.
Done my past year paper today in school during co.
There is co tomorrow.
And thanks yik long sent me home :)

I'm feeling unwell again..
What will happen if jm sick on exams date?

Should be seeing my long missed sec sch classmate soon :)
Shall get some rest , heading to bed.
Nights all:)

ADEL

2010-08-16T09:23:00.002+08:00

had a great fun yesterday :)

day to work and day out with young en . ris and her sis.

laugh like there's no tomorrow.

working was pretty fun tho.

laughters keeps going on and on.

and ended work went to bugis and its still full of laughter.

hahahs! that is how much i enjoy yesterday :)

Surprise given by fang.

i received a BIG DINO! : )

im like saying i want a dino..

and she got it for me! HAPPY HAPPY!

hahahas

ytd night i realize.. my bed is full of things >.<

Dino , 2 Pillows and 2 boaster .

wow. HAHAS!

im still yawning after 8 hours of sleep.:(

got to go CO !

ADEL

2010-08-10T20:30:00.005+08:00

Seriously NO HARD feelings.
gzz removed that post.

before putting the blame on others , think if the problem lies with you.

seriously long bus journey is good :)

thought alot during the bus ride.

yes i admit its my fault.

blame myself.

entertainments from randy and andrew! hahas.

randy : I DO HAVE COMMON SENSE OKAY! :)

let it go for the moment.

stand up after a fall :)

ADEL

2010-08-09T11:17:00.002+08:00

okay im lazy to upload 1 by 1. i'll take years. hahas.

photos in the slides :)

3 days of not having proper sleep killed me totally.

head spinning like nobody business :(

finally 1 performance is over. 2 more to go!

jiayous :)

Sat had training till around 3am. slept at 4.

woke up at 8 and went off to work again.

while working , i almost fell asleep.

thats how tired i am.

request to go home and take some rest.

slept for 11 hours im still tired till now.

head still spinning. hate this feeling.

a feeling that im falling sick like AGAIN.

has been sneezing since i woke up :(

iphone is dying on me.

got to send it to comm center before 27 sept.

didnt drop it before ! :)

just that there is a line appearing out of nowhere.

its under warranty , most likely a 1 -1 change :)

should get myself prepare for work.

im tired tired tired.

maggie is not here. she's @ malaysia!

anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARNEY WONG! :)

a feeling of nothing to do later.

there is pretty enough staff there.

a total of 5 including of me.

it wont be that busy i suppose.

but i'll just go there do stupid things! lol.

and yes haven been studying :(

got to get it done ASAP.

but i dont know when im free! :(

and yes , last but not least.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)

ADEL

2010-08-06T00:27:00.004+08:00

Ultimate Tired .

just reached home from school.

TAIKO is killing me :(

since long that i enjoyed playing percussion ensemble :)

im shortlisted for shang hai trip :)

happy happy! :)

Nicholas is going Thailand in sept too.

sometimes i think that im mean in my actions.

but sometimes i think that is you forced me to.

i tried my best in lying to myself about it.

but it still failed badly.

talks with fang fang today.

its been long since i chat with her.

the topic was...

putting a clear line between admire , like and love.

it seems like all the same.

but once you mistook any of it..

it will have great impact in your life.

thats my conclusion to her.

and yes of course , i'll still say , i prefer to be alone now :)

this topic has been quite high recently.

be it in school or work. it killed totally.

~~in a company , in an outlet. we work as a whole.~~

we may demand for something from you.
that is because you're not doing what you're suppose to.
i cant see why we both can survive so well in there.
but yet what i see in was just complains that we are too fierce or what.
if you do it well do it properly , who the hell will find problem in you?
saying that we're fierce , never think that you've done anything wrong?

~~i've no idea what you want. but just do your things properly , no one will say anything.~~

aww. has been mopping the floor , cleaning the service counter every time i work.

seriously i find that time pass faster in doing those stuffs. HAHAS

everyone said im crazy.

shall head to bed. rehearsal tml.

nights all :)

ADEL

Rushing

2010-08-03T02:38:00.001+08:00

Project presntation. Killed me totally.
Reached home and rush for the project.
Trying to get things done fast.
Mission failed. Can't do Alot of things :(
Depressed.

And it's reaching 3am.
4.5 more hours of sleep. And back to school for project.
Guess i'm going to be so dead tomorrow. Blogged using my phone.

And now I think that I added more burden to Andrew later. Work left with errors. :( I'm so sorry.
Restless. Time to sleep. Nights all:)

ADEL

It's raining

2010-08-01T09:14:00.001+08:00

It started raining since 6 am .
Felt like hugging my bed for long. But i can't. Since it's raining...
Time changed from 9am to 11am.
That's a great thing isn't it? Lol.

Watched the crazies yesterday. Not a bad show:)
Tho i kept covering my ears.. I know what's going on in the show.. Hahas
Okay. IADP now I know how to do database. Lol.

People are still having stress.
Jiayou :) I know you guys can de:)
I'm only a call away.
But I'm sorry I might not know everything but I can help a little I suppose.
It's going to end soon le. Jiayou:)

Practice today gonna be like hell it gonna end at 9pm:( wonder if my phone will die on me..
It's time for me to bath and go to school:)

ADEL:)

2010-07-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

im so ultimate feeling so not good :(

felt so bad towards someone.

im so sorry , you're in a difficult spot but i really left with no choice.

and yes a great news to my dear friends.

i have the urge to quit CO. like serious.

im tired real tired from everything.

maybe jing wei's encouragement made me stay so long.

the passion the love for percussion wasnt there anymore.

the past was so much better.

the passion was strong to make me stay for 5 years without complains.

now just 1 years. complains~ hais.

felt so sorry towards jing wei.

and yes im withdrawing from annual concert except for percussion ensemble

and yes also withdrawing from supah heros if i still dont have scores.

im not over reacting or what.

but you cant ask me to survive with only 1 song through out.

im selfish to myself. im just sick and tired of all this.

i missed MJR CO now.

the place with tons of memories that i couldnt let go.

be it happy or sad.

im so feeling not good now.

im sorry

im left with no other choice .

test test test and test.

striving week. but no choice..

blessed me for moderation for marketing & accounting.

im so dam dead. gzz.

1 month of NO WORK! :(

i'll miss fang fang & many many of them.

but i will go if they need help.

striving for both ERP , ITSM and NETCOM

bless me.

and yes im so going missing on my birthday.

another year.

attending CEP again.

will be under messing i suppose :)

life is like hell.

im tired of my life.

im sick of everything.:(

ADEL

2010-07-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

im still sick like ABCDEFG! :(

previously , cough sore throat flu back ache and headache.

im better now, with only my voice went off and cough.

coughing all day kills! :(

stress level for this week is HIGH! :(

OOP project interview.

wed - accounting Test
thur - Netcom and marketing Test
fri - WAD last pract test.

sun - full dress rehearsal.

next week tue/wed cant remember.

IADP project presentation.

im tired. im lazy.

but there are tons of things left for me to get it done.

strive it for 1 more weeks.

加油加油加油！

ADEL

2010-07-21T00:10:00.005+08:00

feeling so not right at this very moment.

my mind being so dead at this moment.

im so sorry but i suddenly got the urge to withdraw from the concert.

~~its not anyone fault but its just so tedious.~~

but even if i dont perform it doesn't affect much.
there is enough people to cover me up.
its like i've to attend practice where i dont even know if they will go thru my songs.
on hand i got less than 3 songs.
let go about the percussion solo.
im selfish about it. i know. but put yourself in my shoe.
i know seniors and committee will be unhappy about this.
but this is just a consideration , we shall wait and see the new scores coming up.
thats what i told my SL.
930-5pm imagine go there and do nothing.

~~im sorry , sorry for being so selfish~~

im tired , i want my break.

can i have a day out to the beach?

its been long since i went :(

Dates for Exams
4 sept : Netcomm
6 sept: ITSM

8 sept: ERP

thanks for the help :)

thanks alot :)

ADEL

2010-07-18T19:37:00.002+08:00

And i know i should be studying >.<>and its like hell when i cant attach the ERP slides for andrew.

its unable to load! zzzZ

quite a few mistake being a recept . kills me.

suppose to go straight home after 3.

and it was raining so heavily and so i studied a little there.

and ate my dinner and back home :(

feeling so tired right now ...

busy schedule of mine

next week there is 4 test.

aug i've got 3 performance.

and in after all performances..

major papers for sem 1 modules.

jiayous! >.<

and yes i dont know why suddenly i missed secondary school ppl. :(

and all are waiting for my planning of events LOL!

guess thats all i've got to say...

update when i've time again..

which i dont know when .

wish me luck.

ADEL

2010-07-12T22:47:00.006+08:00

3 years later...

3 years ago...

3 years later...

3 years ago...

its been long since i met out with eddy. the last time was 3 years ago i suppose.

awesome colleague i can say. whenever i skipped my meals and go work..

feeling so dam hungry while working , i'll always have some food to eat! HAHAS!

its been long that i go work and go home with my beloved winnie :)

we fight everywhere we go hahas! inside the bus , toilet or where. it could be any place.

but we enojoyed everytime! hahas entertaining~ :)

awesome outing ytd , awesome dinner . eddy is going back malaysia again~

take care :)

LOVE or BREAD ?

that was a great topic today .

samuel once asked me.. would you choose to give up your work for love?

and my answer is a NO.

people may say that if u missed this time you might not find someone better.

but the thing is without money , it makes your life difficult isnt it?

when you both dont really have money.. its not easy to go out and watch movie and etc.

not to say if the other party is rich .

but seriously it depends on how you look at it :)

thats what i think only :)

ENCOURAGEMENT

you know being so not encourage when i keep having problems in the SOLO part.

where im trying my best to play it well , but i cant make it :(

trying my best to learn it and it failed.

when i heard that they asked senior if she is willing to accompany me up stage to help me.

and when the performance is tml lihui sms-ed me and tell me to jiayou for tml performance.

you know just a little sms it helps alot. its giving you encouragement :)

she is willing to help me tml before performance. great encouragement.

thanks alot. appreciate it alot :)

Mid-Term Result
i suppose that i failed 2 module test. i've got 2 F.

and great moderation :)

i passed all my modules.

IADP , WAD , OOP , NETCOMM - B
ITSM - C
ERP - D

got to buck up on ERP and ITSM :)

i cant afford to drop my GPA :(

ms poon told me that still got time to make it to an A.

i find that impossible tho.

okay maybe no As. but what about all B ? and maybe a C?

so expectation for the sem is All B and 1 C? lols . hopefully.

FRIENDS

i cant deny that my poly friends is GREAT.

imagine you were me...

when your laptop spoils.

2 friends of yours traveled from serangoon to red hill just to get your laptop fixed.

they asked nothing in return and helped me pay for it first.

when you are down..

there is a bunch of good friends there lending a listening ear.

supports your decision everytime.

when you need company..

someone always accompany you till the time you want to leave.

and it applies to alot of them for this category not only 1.

but a great special thanks to someone that had been accompanying me

for the past few weeks before CO :)

and a special thanks to someone that always travel to places with me when i need to go ,

and when im stressed up look for a space , you accompanied me too :)

when you need some encouragement.

there is plenty in the class :)

when you are breaking down into pieces..

someone is always there trying to help you to fixed it.

when you need help in school work and projects...

everyone is never selfish :)

you know other than school . KBOX colleague was really great too.

but my colleague are all mature ppl . they are the guidance to my life :)

and while working there. it shows me how ugly the workd can be ...

it make me learn alot.

and i guess all they know who they are :)

too many for me to mention.

they make my life so great out there.

i really appreciate it alot :)

thanks for being such a great friend :)

guess its a long post today :)

jiahui is coming to my house tml. i should get my things done soon.

but i just suddenly feel like blogging :)

suddenly i felt that my life is so great with everyone around :)

guess i got to stop here.

all the best to me for tomorrow performance :)

jiayous! :)

ADEL

2010-07-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

aww. i for this weekend got percussion chalet:(

jing wei just reminded me of that.

when randy see this he will say me.

i went CO and slack today! HAHAS!

new song superman march. not involve in that :)

oh man so dam depressed just now. thinking of all my result :(

you know its like zzZ it will drop like nobody business :(

dam dam dam dam depressed! >.<

i told randy , i forgot how to study already.

suddenly i got the urge to stop studying.

felt so much like giving up in everything.

im so dam tired of everything now.

thinking everything is like hell.

cannot take it >.<

CO recent song for the theme of HERO:

Superman March
Super Mario
Ultraman
James Bond

sounds pretty cool. im only involve in ultraman and super mario :)

when cai long chuan score got into my hand , im so addicted to that :)

tomorrow practice for next tue concert with taiwan students >.<

school tomorrow at 8am sucks. i hate Thursday , since year 1 sem 1.

i seems more interested in Networking now. i've no idea why! hahas!

okay currently passing module Networking , IADP , WAD , OOP.

this 4 guess put in more hard work should be able to get a B in the end.

no grantee for Networking and OOP.

ITSM and ERP still somthing that killed me..

if thats likes social studies or math at least it will get into my brains!

have been pretty slow and blur these days i've no idea

getting some sleep:)

nights all :)

ADEL

2010-07-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

i suppose to help andy with his math now.

but i didnt even read his book. pretty lazy ! LOLS.

no idea on how. didnt learn on sequence :(

but helping him with logic and sets :)

and yes i successfully guessed what fang will want for her birthday.

she love her presents :) awesome

the couple lab necklace , newbie jacket. :)

CO was alright but i screw up for the song cai long chuan :(

working tomorrow.

ADEL

2010-07-03T00:15:00.003+08:00

and yes i should be sleeping :(

stayed up watched a bit of soccer and surfing the net.

pretty tired but dont feel like sleeping:(

falling sick right after i recovered >.<>

okay after this im heading to bed.

meeting jingwei 9am in school tomorrow >.<

today was pretty alright.

late for school hahas!

almost fall asleep in ERP lecture.

and yes i FAILED ITSM and ERP.

dam EMO! >.< >

today after school went J8 with randy.

and it sucks! at 550pm we went to take train.

MRT station is FLOODED with people. :(

we missed 3 trains i suppose. and we decided to take cab in the end.

no cab and taxi stand ; taxi stand full of cars! >.<

walked in the rain and waited for cab .

and we only go up the cab at 635pm

and the thing is i need to report at 630

and randy need to report at 640.

how nice is that? sucks like hell! >.<

i've no idea why. twitter is pretty lag today.

and yes my bus card went low after like 2 days i top up.

and its dam fast because i've been travelling out everyday.

out from school back to school then back home.

it left 4 dollar plus. asked my bro to help me top up.

and he asked me if he's a nice person! >.<

what a brother. hahahhahas!

my life is like hell!.

pay on monday. CANT WAIT for monday to come!

okay thats all. my bed needs me now :)

nights all.

ADEL

2010-06-30T23:27:00.004+08:00

i missed them :(

aww. i hate thursday :( starts at 8 and ends at 5 with 1 hour break :(

and there is marketing and accounting. >.<

im so demoralize by my recent grades. blame on myself for not studying :(

it was dam sad :( where my goal is still very far. what a sad thing.

guess im pretty slacking >.<

and die die die i must maintain my GPA i cant afford to drop that

guess time management is VERY IMPORTANT now.

okay after this week im going to write finish all my notes so i can study when the study break is here. im not sure if i can do it. i need the motivation like the past.

i guess McDonald is still the best like last time.

hmms shall start my work before i really regret it alot.

because i get to choose i found myself enjoying the instrument :)

ADEL

2010-06-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

SWOLLEN EYES! :( dam sad.

my eyes was in pain the whole night !

so thinking of changing this blog skins.

but im not so free to get it done perhaps , im just that lazy.

i've no idea what happen to me that im always not enough of sleep.

slept for freaking 9 hours but i still couldn't concentrate on my work.

oh man and so do i need a sleeping day? sleep a full day..

not a bad idea tho..

awesome? i failed ITSM as expected. failed like.... first module test i failed. LOL

but i've no idea was it my problem or what this sem.

result was like hell. there is totally no A in all my modules.

but sadly its B & C this happens when i dont have math in my life! hahahs.

guess need to really buck up. but even if i dont work for now...

CO took up almost all of my time...

upcoming concert [updated]
-July 13 [lunch time concert]
-Aug 4 [national day concert * not confirm]
-Aug 7 [ YOG performance]
-Aug 13[Annual Concert]
-Aug 22[Youth Festival Performance]
-Dec 12 [Beautiful Sunday]

-Dec ?? [Recording for 15th annivesary]

look at the performance alone. it kills.

when there is more performance ; there is more practice :(

Projects to be done :

-OOP

-ITSM

-IADP

Module to study :

- ERP

- ITSM

- Networking

poly life.. needed to manage your time well i suppose :(

gzz. should wake up from my dream and really start working on school work.

if not my GPA will drop like nobody business >.<

hmms from tomorrow i shall start writing out all my notes.

i've got plenty of time at CO tomorrow.

unless mr mike is going thru Andrew Lloyd Webber Medley

but other than that song guess nothing much for me tomorrow.

shall start with ITSM as thats the most pointless and stupid module.

okay my eyes in pain and i shall get some rest.

tho i've slept in the bus from school till home >.<

ADEL

2010-06-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

hmms.. keep forgetting that i wanted to post this.

few days back~ someone asked me 1 question.

"If were to let you choose between relationship and work which will you choose?"

and yes my reply was " work "

and i told that guy , without a stable income it wont be easy in life :)
- you will need to pay phone bills , have your meals , your transportation and so on..

without a partner you can always find in later years .

its never good to rush into a relationship thats true :)

as what i've seen in some of my friends...

some people who is afraid of getting hurt tends to play around.

but at times they do realize they felt lonely without a partner as they are not studying anymore.

and times they felt like settling down.. which isnt a bad idea at all.

some has already at least between 20-24 years old.

hms getting some sleep nights all :)

ADEL

2010-06-23T23:37:00.003+08:00

CO is killing me like hell. great hell i suppose.

hopes that july never come.

i'll be much busy when july come.

EVERY...

tue-fri night 630 got CO practice.
sat 930am - 5pm CO practice.

Aug 10-12 10am-10pm CO practice.

oh man it sucks :(

enjoy to my fullest today actually :)

its been long since i have a time for myself almost the whole day.

went home with charis , shared alot of stuffs.

yes i admit that i let something go where i shouldnt.

im not stupid but just that i think it shouldnt be carried on.

FRIENDS

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

“You can think I'm wrong, but that's no reason to quit thinking.”

ADEL

2010-06-22T23:58:00.002+08:00

staff party yesterday.

worked a total of 12 hours. leg pain like hell.

staff party was alright.

met ping and KLP ppls :)

yes and i saw huili there. last time i saw her was 3 years ago.

it was pretty boring actually for staff party.

but meeting up old friends is awesome :)

gzz . forced to drink thanks to fyon~

and i've been so busy walking around hahahs!

cab home with xiaoyan and slept for 3 hours and off to school.

i dont know why until now im still awake.

but i know im real tired inside.

me and andrew manage to finish the ITSM report i suppose.

but almost done :)

he taught me OOP and reformatted my lappy thanks alot :)

thanks xinjie's company just now appreciated alot ! :)

When things are not going your way...?

When you're in the midst of struggle and doubt (in yourself, abilities, wanting in life), what is it that gives you the strength to strive for better?
Is it self worth?- knowing that someday this will all behind you?
Is it pride?
What is it?
For those of you that never give up and never quit fighting for yourselves(even when your lost, or in a rut or figuring out life), what is it- that "je ne sais quoi " that keeps you jumping hurdles when its is not working out the way it should?

and yes Things happened for a reason. :)

Forgive and Forget :)

We attach our feelings to the moment when we were hurt, endowing it with immortality. And we let it assault us every time it comes to mind. It travels with us, sleeps with us, hovers over us while we make love, and broods over us while we die. Our hate does not even have the decency to die when those we hate die--for it is a parasite sucking OUR blood, not theirs. There is only one remedy for it. [forgiveness]

ADEL

2010-06-19T23:10:00.003+08:00

readers will find it stupid but im just too bored :)

watching too much drama can kill :) hahas
just that drama dont come true in life :)
it would be awesome if behind all mean guys they are all warm hearted >.<

working was tiring.
a total of 5 floor staff today...it seems alot right?
4 of them at around 12 plus 1 all busy with function.
i was busy with K Lunch customer.
last call , clear bento and do bill.
but still alright henry and eugene helped me :)
austin and kenny was the 2 incharge for the function
eugene helping them also.. and henry was actually runner>.< but everything was alright. :) was so busy till around 2 plus. cant remember.
then finally had my breakfast :( pity my stomach...
the busy thing was the function...
there is 1 room ; part of the function , they trying to be funny.
they got 12 cups in their room and they say all they want.
and they ordered additional 26 cups of hot milo. for additional info..
there is less than 10 ppl in that room. pretty.....

james came down today. he called me "fei cai " the whole day.
felt so much of killing him hahas.
when i said i want to complain to my bro that he bully me..
he replied " your bro always bully me thats why i can bully u "
slap him! >.<>
everyone asking me to go staff party... should i go?
next week schedule is pretty tight.

monday: working 2-10 *staff party at 3am
tuesday: project and CO
wednesday: project and CO
thursday: project and CO
friday: working 2-10
sat : working 11-7
sun: working 11-7

in additional i need to touch up on OOP and so on..
im still very busy~ felt so tired already.

that all i suppose.
ADEL

2010-06-15T09:40:00.004+08:00

Finally a day for myself after like so dam long.

woke up and realize its raining. slept awhile more.

saw mum when i woke up and i was asking her out.

it's been long ever since i went out with her.

no idea where we will be heading to later:)

working for me was alright , but i fell myself slacking more than working

its just like im getting tired of this work place.

everything change and nothing is the same.

i wont be shock if someday i want to resign.. because there is nothing that make me stay.

everyone is leaving .

but if i were to work in night shift everything may be different.

my close ones are all working at night .

but just that im able to work with them .

but for a second thought , i need money and benson is willing to give me schedule.

i still can take if for a moment :)

met winnie ytd. i've promise to go out with her long ago.

yesterday was really awesome :) miss hanging out with her like the past :)

tho she make me feel so embarrass hahas.

1 promise down. still got meiyan , yuwen , suetmei , jackson , laura , jia hui , melody

guess thats all. and i've book andrew to help me to reformat my lappy.

but guess it should be next week.

i see things happen like what i've just been through.

things started to fade easily when 1 party starts to be busy.

cheer up my dear :)

everything is just a part of life.

ADEL
found things interesting in lihui's blog :)

THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON

It takes courage to grow up and turn out to be who you really are.
The thing i'm lacking of is actually COURAGE.

Dear courage, please be with me when i need you.

You told me that all things are difficult before they are easy.
You told me that as long as i'm breathing i'm not failing.
You told me not to cry because it's over and smile because it happened.
You told me that everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
You told me that as long as my hearts still holds on, hope is never really gone.
And lastly, you told me that things happen for a reason... should i believe?

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road your trudging seems all up hill,
And when you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must... but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow.
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
The ones that love you most are usually the ones that hurt you most.
I'm tired of what happened, seriously.
I didn't want to admit cause it was easier to lie.
Cause by hiding it I'll smile instead of cry.
So give me some time, I guess I'll be alright...

2010-06-09T00:14:00.002+08:00

yes another post today....sorry if its somehow emo~

and yes im sorry all that im being so emo today.

im neither angry or what.

it's no one fault the problem still lies with me.

i dont blame anyone because everyone is playful~.

i dont know why its just that i cant control my emotion.

it sounds so stupid i suppose i tried to control it at times..

but it failed badly.

talked to laura few hours ago.

something like this happen 2 years ago.

but that emotion was so much worse than today.

i dont know how i should say about it.

but im sorry for what happen.

okay its sounds so stupid that i gonna say this.

yes me and andrew is close.but our relationship is as normal as friend.

nothing would go more than that i swear.

and things is getting more and more worse each day.

he is an awesome friend to me. no more than that that's all.

i dont mind rumors~ but... limits please.

and so thats all im going to say about this.

no doubts , i do have alot of awesome friend when im in poly.

and yes not forgetting those that had always been there for so long~

i dont know how to express myself at times and therefore i gave the wrong reaction.

and times where i cant control myself.. i do have attitude problems.

and times i couldnt control my emotion .. and i still cant control till now.

and times i couldnt control my tears... where i can cry easily over some small stuff.

and times i dont know for what reason that im violent but i dont mean it...

i really dont know why im that violent.

and times i dont know why i would be using some vulgar but i really dont mean it.

i had vulgars all attacking my brain when im at work...im really sorry for that.

and so im so super sorry to anyone out there that met with all this.

feeling so down today and talked to jing wei.

im really tired of my life that i felt so much like giving up.

its never easy.

im feeling tired of my life.

and last im sorry for being so emo today.

lesson cancelled for today because yesterday there's test.

went school for project but i did nothing at all.

and went to CO for less than 3 hours and back home.

feeling so tired but im not going to sleep.

and yes another thing , i wouldnt want a relationship now.

so dont bother asking me some stupid stuff like
"will you like .... " and so on stuff. im seriously not interested.

there is so many girls out there is so awesome.

adeline is just someone that have so many problems and no one will like :)

ADEL

2010-06-08T04:33:00.002+08:00

1 more paper and 1 more presentation and there comes my holiday.

okay its super late. had another mahjong session.

its been long since i played.

but wasnt really good. i lost quite alot but not as much if i compare.

but the enjoyment was there.

tml there is no class so need to meet bryan and andrew they all at 1pm.

for IADP project. hopes it goes well~

going for CO at night.

thats all for later on activities

today's test was alright. should be able to pass.

argh i still prefer ms tan tho~

every little thing in life wont be anything that you expected.

never expect things to go your way.

yes an " argument " on if i will like a particular guy today.

sounds stupid to me.

my answer was very clear and i swear its a NO.

but somehow someone replied back. "you wont know next minute if you will."

but the thing is at least i know i didnt for now.

when u realize that you really like him/her ...

2 ways that people will think~

1) if i dont confess i will regret in the future
2) if i confess and what if i got rejected?

thats the main point.

there is always no wrong or right in this situation.

but by judgement you cant put in the conclusion cause you wont know whats true.

a limits that set by me.. no relationship till i graduated.

okay pretty awesome. but i never know if i can do that.

you cant always choose what you want isnt it?

yes , you love him ... but it doesnt means that he need to love you.

thats the fact.

not every single thing will go as we like.

hmms. guess till here :)

nights all :)

ADEL

2010-06-06T01:43:00.002+08:00

i know i should be sleeping now as i told randy.

he guessed i will only go sleep around 2. he's right :)

nah~ after wash up ... will be a little more awake. hahas.

working was pretty fine today..

first time i so clever that i went to help everyone buy their food and forgot mine :(

today last day working with ivan coz im working morning tml ..

he love bullying me thats what he said but no reason why >.<

and yes thanks jin yao for helping me carry so many things just now:)

and yes i know why i fall sick . coz i didnt sleep.

my throat was feeling better and im still awake now makes me feel its getting worse.

oh man :(

and i suppose to study OOP and im too tired :(

tomorrow go home must STUDY! :(

finished packing my brother drawers. found something:)

okay thats all :)

ADEL

2010-06-03T14:18:00.005+08:00

cried a pool of tears.

the very first time.

i guess i spent around 4 hours on that.

finding the right way to do the configuration..

but software got corrupted. imagine the "awesome" feelings.

felt so terrible at that time.

if i didnt study and got this i wont be so dam sad because of it.

but it just simply i learn everything slowly and find out the things slowly

search from net and book hope i can get it. but thanks to the runtime error..

it make me redo bloody 3 times and didnt get to continue :(

tho its just simply 10% but i really made the efforts to learn it.

felt so down after that.

ITSM test was like hell too.

so we should actually just memorise the revision question

thats pretty dumb.

im really tired.

there is still ERP test tomorrow.

i must go CO tonight.

skipped 2 times already . so i must go tonight >.<

meeting laura around 5 i suppose.

1 more week to go i'll have my break.

but u'll see me busy with work and CO. zzZ

once it reach holidays..

its also project time >.<

ADEL

2010-06-02T22:47:00.004+08:00

gzz. die dying dead.

okay didnt sleep enough ytd and today in class.

totally dead! not in the mood to do WAD and IADP.

gzzzz >.<

tomorrow straight test. 8am - netcomm lab test 11am - ITSM theory test.

this 2 killed all my brain cells already.

there is still ERP on friday. :(

didnt go CO for 2 days already must go tml.

felt so much like giving up now.

the whole of afternoon till now keep stressing on netcomm , haven even touch ITSM :(

die dying dead liao :(

last meal around 3 plus 4 no appetite to eat at all.

tho im feeling hungry now :(

was pretty pissed ytd.

and i might be wrong or what..

but thats the feeling i had once i knew it ytd..

when u all made your decision..

can u just tell me that im being assigned that instrument?

when everyone choose what they want... i didnt get to.

the reason is they never learn before so they want to learn.

but i didnt get to choose coz i wasnt there.

doesnt it seems unfair?

if i dont want that instru so i go fight with them for another 1?

they already choose what they want le why they want to change

for me i also wont want to change.

where im in the group everyone get to choose.

and im left with the one ppl dont want.

great feelings.

but whatever. not gonna care about that anymore.

not being bothered anymore if i wasnt given any songs.

so not going to care.

and now a short 15 mins im going back to study ITSM :)

god bless me

ADEL

2010-06-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

awesome. i was doing my IADP :)
research from internet on how to link the menu.
kills my brain cells. arghh.
and did some editing..
im feeling tired now.

today lesson was alright.
skipped networking and off to eat at AMK.
back to school and try to get chalet things done soon.
difficult to plann~ argh.
and the solution was to approach andrew thats what he said. LOL.
hope it can go on well.

another event.
MJR 5A 2008.
christmas party at Mr Han's house.
a suggestion by him actually.
hmms i started spreading a little out.
anything drop me a message :)

many things to be done before holidays.
hope i dont screw things up.
not attending CO on tue and wed i suppose.
wed morning got IADP project assessment
thur morning 8am Networking lab test
and straight after that 11am ITSM written test.
Fri after break there is ERP written test.
lucky the test isnt on thur if not all the way straight TEST!

Its always good to have trust within each other when you are in a relationship.
yes tho sometimes there is certain things that you dont trust.
but its always good to have a good talk :)
"Always look on the bright side of life"
tho its easy to say difficult to do... but thats life.
things that you need to learn i suppose.
and yes somehow i did learn forgive and forget.
and once you forgive and forget. learn from what happen.
once you learn from the incident you will know what to react for future to prevent it to happen again.
im refering to myself actually.

okay i know im just crapping alot.
ADEL

2010-05-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

okay as usual there wont be a day adeline dont complain she's tired.

aww. today was a great day i suppose.

awesome after working i should be ultimate tired...

yesterday ended work at 11 and feeling so tired...

i dont know what got into me that makes me dont feel like sleeping

so i did my ITSM project-service transition ..

do all the way till 2am...

today dad woke me up at 8plus ... and im so unwilling to wake up.

and reached KBOX at 1030....

dad brought me breakfast anyway. and i ate half for breakfast another half for lunch.

hahhas save money :)

ended work today at 6 as requested.

met laura @ hougang and headed to kovan to meet andrew.

laura lappy was done .. great thanks to andrew.

laura headed to my house and get some stuff done and send her home :)

and yes projects .. didnt even touch OOP yet. thats dam crazy i suppose.

guess i need to get some help to get started on it.

and im really tired now. can i dont do ITSM tut?

*thanks kimpei :)

working for the past 3 days was pretty awesome.

a total of 27 hours worked :)

and off i go i suppose ..

ADEL

its just on how things are going on~

言承旭- thank you

2010-05-29T11:01:00.002+08:00

im seriously very ultimate tired. zzZ

working was cool yesterday.

i realize i enjoy working with night shift ppl..

talked to mr benson about converting to full time ...

the conditions was alright at first... but not until when i said i wan to change to recept.

unless i find 1 sever for him then i can go recept -.-

but the thing is working full time as a morning shift...

no ones do the setting in the morning im always the one doing it..

that feel so sucks can...

and so i told him if for me to convert full time de sever i wont de.

then he was like take server full time if not cannot >.<>

but he's short of server also.. but just that i dont want to work morning that all.

but for full time i can only work morning >.<

yesterday was quite bored during work at first until zhu jing came and slowly all night shift.

check in 1 room of customer they are really funny. its a bunch of girls actually.

they asked me alot of questions...that was pretty lame.

feeling so tired and off i go :)

ADEL

2010-05-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

didnt go CO today .

pretty tired , restless , headache and coughing all the way just now.

i hope i can turn all my focus on school and get everything done.

while im on my way back home just now.

was thinking after aug concerts then finish all my papers..

can i convert to full time and work as a recept?

but i've got co i cant let that go..

tho it may be just like 1 mth plus 2 mth..

i just feel like doing recept earn enough money to pay for everything.

pay for recept $1300 end up will still have $1000 not adding in for public holiday pay

its still not bad isnt it?

but thats still long cause its in sept/oct hahahs :)

hopes things will go on well.

* randy & clarice complained about my font color so i've changed :)

ADEL

2010-05-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

its like imhaving OOP but im blogging? shouldnt i be blogging at home?
after drinking down the coffee the effects only appear like now.
so dam awake for now..
no idea what he is doing but i cant catch up...
i shall listen when he is explaining later :)
many things to be done tonight.

IADP
OOP
ITSM(provided i know what to do)

all projects are like hell to me...i didnt really know what to do :(
but i guess today i shall really buck up all projects and revision for test..
should just go home straight after school.

working was still alright~
cut my hand while cutting lemon yesterday.
it cant stop bleeding for a while...:(
but manage to stop it after putting plaster :)
brought laura to andrew house to get her laptop fixed.
sadly her laptop got to stay at his house.

was having my super light lunch/dinner/supper...
half cup of cup noodle. dont really feel like eating...
and laura send me homw :) she's awesome.

didnt really eat today a piece of bread till 6pm :) awesome.
there off i go...
ADEL

2010-05-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

yes im SORRY for what had happen..
i should'nt have actually say out that i will be doing this.
and yes there isnt anything you need. so im thinking of doing this.
i didnt do until what i suppose to , yes its my fault for doing it half way

out of all i've done 3/4 was what i've done during holidays.
1/4 was after school start. im sorry that i really didnt have the time to touch it.
i tried to do it when im back from school. im too tired to think at times till i gave up.
im really sorry for that.
clarice cousin is taking her O level math this year also. so i need to return the book already.
secondly , your O level is coming in 5 months time.
if i still continue to drag it i dont know when i will finish it.
it make the whole purpose pointless.
when your exam is over then you receive something to do with your exams.
whats the point of it...
and therefore i just gave it to you without completing it.
im really very sorry about that.
it suppose that you might be feeling quite okay for this present..
and so i made it a unhappy 1 for you.
im really sorry.

okay i got my new laptop. same as xinjie one.
wanting to get a dell , but not worth it.
its only 2GB ram with 500 GB hdd memory.
and it cost $1399 want to upgrade needed add around $80
why not get the acer for $1398 for 4GB ram and 500GB
its cheaper.
and dell doesnt have a service centre in singapore.. thats sad:(
oh well thanks randy and clarice anyway :)
im tired after downloading all of my stuff...
get some work done and im going to sleep ...
meeting xinjie @9.15 as i promised.

ADEL

2010-05-13T09:03:00.003+08:00

huiqin got pissed coz i log in my account~ opps :x

got lost half way and decided to stop doing it already , he's way too fast

no one understand..hope it can go well for test on week6 i suppose.

was thinking of the conversation of jing wei...

she was right about what's going on in me tho~ but maybe i still cant change about that.

its never easy. tho i understand what she means.

but just that things isnt easy to change but have been controlling about the attitude stuff.

but just some how some day some times it happen.

and it always happen when im at home.

nah~ not about character about human..

but just no one is perfect , its to accept who they are.

no matter how bad or whatever that person is...

to accept who they are and not take it too harsh on them :)

i know whats in me , but i still unable to change ever since secondary school..

okay if i continue huiqin will get pissed off.

so i better go off.

ADEL

2010-05-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

i know i didnt blog for years, im sorry.
feeling super ultimate emo can. no one understand.
laptop was stolen :(

curse that person who did it.

i dont know what got into me..
after this incident , there wont be a day that i dont think of it.
its a non stop "nagging" from parents.
just felt so pissed when ever they said me about my laptop stuffs.
and now to face all this , i need to work and really work alot.
i wont be able to survive less than $250/month .
$50 - transportation
$50 - phone bills
$100 - installments for laptop.
its already $200 and transportation may need more.
im only paid $6/hour. $48/day
CO practice as usual tue-thur till 930 pm
when all this came into my mind i do have the urge to quit CO.
but its not easy. its hard for me to explain.
i got into nyp , it was actually with the help of the seniors in CO.
so yes how in the right mind i can quit?

feeling so fan thanks to all this that happen.
hope that the person will get his/her karma !
not being mean put yourself in my shoes :(

feeling so not right everyday ...
what can i do? i've no rights to say that im pitiful ,
because im at fault.

ADEL

2010-05-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

does anyone knows how im feeling now?

2010-04-30T13:28:00.002+08:00

and yes i actually wanted to blog but its saved inside the draft.
an in the end nothing was done :(

2010-04-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

tomorrow :((
At first i thought that i go kallang and work will be unhappy.
due to some reason~
but it went well and its something i didnt expect.

time passed fast when i work there.
reasons : running full house and short of staff.
and over at kallang i did learn new things over there.
jimmy asked for my next week schedule.
schedule @ downtown had been canceled.
working at both kallang and downtown.
told ivy it would be sad.
but , same goes for xiaoyan and ivy.
they got to be at downtown at times :)

friends are shocked to know im working fine @ kallang.
there is unhappiness in the past , but i think i wont hate her.
i'll remember what she did , not forgetting , but just don't repeat MY mistake again.
just as a working friend and thats all , it isn't a harm :)
but still she helped me alot at work on saturday.
fang sent me a sms before she start work , told her i will feel weird working there.
but it went smooth and well thanks :)

school starts tomorrow.
hope it goes well but its a busy week for this week.
wed and thur club crawl @ NYP
thur Mjr grand opening ceremony performance
sat and sun working @ KLP

ADEL

2010-04-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

one word : RESTLESS
almost fall asleep at aunt work place :(

after rehearsal , went hospital to visit mum .
and went to aunt work place wait for brother to end work.
had dinner and went back to hospital.
hospital always let people wait thats a fact.
mum waited from 8am till 4 plus thats like super long
she didnt eat and drink for 24hrs.
stupid hospital .

tomorrow performance @9am
good luck , hope i wont play anything wrong :D

ADEL

2010-04-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

ta la la la~
feeling hungry :((
i ate 3 meals at 1 hahas.:)

gotten my pay and i used it like water ~ opps!
im so crazy~
got my jacket from newbie like finally :)
things to be done quite a few .
time left NOT MUCH! :((

pingg going genting~ :((
jamie going genting :((

school time table out on 14 april emo :((
tireddd!
off i go BYE! :D

ADEL!

2010-03-28T11:11:00.003+08:00

how awesome. feeling sick again :(
meeting meiyan & huiping later.
we plan to meet like !@#$% years.and finally..

School starting soon im getting bored! >.<
how i wish holiday is forever. but holiday too long also sian :)
how much i wish for the timetable to be out now. :(
just feeling so vexed.

ADEL.

2010-03-24T17:26:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging :(
busy with work and CO :(
finally get an off today , but there is co later.

working kills im tired like nobody business:(
had been talking and talking and talking to jing fang :)
random stuffs. well , she helped me alot :)
finally yesterday result was out.
every sem when result is out... people will sms me @ 8am
the time when result is out.
last sem randy and this sem andrew.
thanks to their message , i woke up >.<
results not bad. GPA increase by 0.053 -.-
so people there is my result.. there isnt a need to ask :)

F.Networking - C
DSA / C# - A
C.Math 2 - A
IT Engineering - B+
Innovation Proj- C+
Japanese Lang - C+
Database System - B+
GPA : 3.089

suppose to meet huiqin , but im lazy :(
so sorrrry :(
got to go CO already..

ADEL

2010-03-19T08:44:00.002+08:00

wow , working kills me >.<
this week got to work the whole week
due to some reason and its school holiday.

its like so tiring each day. full house is for sure.
but the number of staff is a little short>.<
its either 4 or 3 sever including me.
so there will be 1 runner 2 floor or 1 runner 3 floor.
imagine 40 rooms with 2/3 sever on floor? >.<
tho it should be alright , but we seldom have full house. hahas.
only when its school holidays :(

everyday at work sure see ex-manjusrian/manjusrian.
mon - zhiwei/peiyi, tue-clara/wenfeng , wed-yunqi, thur - gladys/yanting
without fail everyday , i think not today i suppose hahahs!
im working night~ till 3 am.
feeling so tired after everything. :(

CO performance :
9 apr - internationa student orentation
21/22 apr - club crawl
13 aug - annual conert
22 aug - youth festival
12 dec - beautiful sunday
?? dec - recording

pretty busy. there i go :D
ADEL

2010-03-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

A promise to huiqin.
i will update today :D

the camp was awesome , tho its so tiring.
awesome camp with awesome nerds.

Day 1
walk like nobody business. LEG dam pain
starve all the way till 1pm then eat :(
the world is so small michelle is felicia's cousin:D
at night there isnt anything much and went back to sleep.
first time being a instructor there is aircon and bed for us :D
awesome.
STC students were quite pissed off with me when they bath i suppose.
HAHAs, i've got no choice. they need to bath within 8 mins.
so i keep knocking at their doors :D

Day 2
woke up quite early , didnt sleep well :(
camp was alright that day. keep walking and walking.
up and down the stairs to look after the students.
pretty tired after that.
the old folks we visited were mostly abandon by their childred.
and none went to visit them and some have illness.
the old folks were awesome. they always look at the bright side:D
gala night was very well done.
awesome nerds thats the name they gave themself.
a dance of sorry sorry with some youth olymipic stuff.
its pretty cool. michelle and weiting did a good job :D
jiahui wanted to pour the flour on me and her mission failed.
hahahs. lights out. debrief , they cried. they are awesome
treasure what you have and appeciate everything thats the learning point.

Day 3
woke up and pack up for check out of campsite.
10 sets of bedsheets and pillow case went missing.
me ah nao and yuyue running around to search for it.
up and down the 4 level to find the bedsheet.
sweating like hell.. bus came and everyone go up the bus.
ethan stay there to continue searching for it.
we move on to the old folks houses.
ethan wasnt here so me and ah nao took over for a while i suppose.
everything done after lunch .
1pm and no one is back and the bus arrive.
run from level 12 to level 1 to find everyone.
can really die after that. zzZ
almost every level got people.
after that went off for dragon boat . its fun...
AND IM TANNED! dam sian..
too cab with ah nao and yuyue. reached home paying $36.

thats all for the camp :D
andy and xiao yan is studying in NYP !
andy will be in Financial infomatics and xiao yan nursing.
so i will see andy often , gonna bully him more! hahas.
many things happen at work , im starting my busy life again.
thats all im stuck infront of lappy and tv :(
huiqin dad help me to get my harddisk! AWESOME!
thanks alot:D

ADEL

2010-03-06T21:54:00.003+08:00

awesome a great war.
never imagine that quarrel.
love is blind , and it can change someone .
how awesome it can be? hmms.

everything seems so simple and complicated.
there is nothing to do with me i swear.
but i admit i really dislike her ALOT.
that what i told the guy that called me.
another thing that i told him.
yes you called me a bitch without knowing the facts.
so be it , i dont mind losing u as a friend.
thats what i told you im not meeting you .
in your heart adeline can always be a bitch .
i dont care if that really remains. you dont take up much space in my life.
so i tell u everything of how i pass my days through.
with HER 'AWESOME' comment that people say me.
why i will dislike her so much and so on. and whatever she did to me.
a sorry from you is what i got.
whatever. i dont know if your sorry come from your heart.
i've asked for something in exchange. and you didnt give me a reply.
but just so be it. now i believe. it will only be a hi bye friend. :D

awesome , thanks for that message. but im not going to be the 1 saying sorry to u.
i didnt do anything wrong , i say this from deep of my heart.
i swear i never do anything wrong to you.
but shouldnt you the one that come and say sorry to me?
you should be sorry to me of what you've done.
awesome thats all for it. enjoying my life now.

just ended camps , exams and chalet . WOW.
this all is like finally.
camps , i believe they are really awesome people.
but i think that only applies if they change their attitude.
they got scolded by me elias and yuyue on first day.
scolded by elias and yuyue on second day. wow hahas.
but they still manage to get 1st for the concert. excellent :D
back to camp on friday , fall asleep on the school stage. hahas.
back home and sleep all the way.

everyone waiting for me to upload photos for the chalet.
hui qin want to see how long i take to upload! hahas.
meaning i always take my own sweet time :D hahas.

CO gonna be busy again.
apr 22 - Club Crawl
aug 13 - Annual concert @ NYP.
aug 22 - Youth Festival.
Dec - recording for next year.
i bet there is sure moon cake festival and so on stuff in between :(
gonna be a busy time for us again :(

seriously , love meiyan ttm :D tho she is always crazy! hahas.
dont be too touched to see this babe :D

ADEL

2010-03-04T11:10:00.002+08:00

sec 1 level camp.
still not that bad.
they are just so not easy to handle.
just the first day...
if im not wrong there is a total of 3 class that the students fights.
its either a gal bullying the guy or a guy beating another guy.
my class was 1 of it. how awesome? they are only sec 1.
vulgars can suddenly come out like nothing .
shouting everywhere.
whatever.my class was still alright. after me shouting and shouting.
voice will be lost soon i suppose. lucky im not there for 3 days :D
but i guess ming fei was pretty good in this...
he didnt shout or what. but his class was still alright..
except for the naughty ones .
yvette,yunqi,alex class was like HELL.
yu ren class is VERY QUIET and quite co-operative. :D

andrew called me at 1 am i suppose.
pretty pissed as i told him.
the purpose of the class chalet is not only half class attending.
all last min reply.
tho its not wen xian de fault. but still maybe , too many last min ppl.
but as wad he say..as long as it goes well.

got to go .
ADEL

2010-02-27T00:56:00.005+08:00

im super sick and im not sleeping

finally today went to book the chalet for the class:D
morning went back to MJR.
was hopping to see wu lao shi but he wasnt there :(
met hui qin @ downtown after that.
she accompanied me to book the class chalet and slck outside kbox.
dont really feel like going home.
went over to value shop.
brought snacks , plates , forks and paper plates for chalet.
its all at hui qin house :D
back home feeling so unwell.

while brothers and mum was looking at the flats photos.
i fall asleep for like 20 minutes.
then im now super awae tho im sick.
Laura talked to me on MSN .

there isnt a need to read this :D
she knows that im sick , wishing me well :D
she's still my favourite friend afterall.
2 years ago we go everywhere just to study for our O levels.
there is once im feeling unwell. while we are on the way back to my house.
i almost fainted at the market. or should i say blackout for 1 minute.
she was shocked and froze there. till someone tap her.
last year same thing happen , but it was at home.
that was really fainted , fainted on my mum..
it was a great horror. 2 years of october. same things happen.
people dont believe because they dont think im so weak.
but believe it or not :D
Laura still a great friend afterall :D
she still remember i dont sleep because im studying

Last paper to go. GOOD LUCK to me =D
ADEL

2010-02-26T10:41:00.002+08:00

Finally Fnet is over.
sad to say , its gonna be great disappointment.
there is a bet between me and penjamin.
if adel pass Fnet she will treat Pen.
and is adel fail... Pen will treat her.
whatever the party wants to eat :D

totally no confident.
a confident of 30 marks. THE END
wishing for great moderation i suppose.
if not.. sub paper then. just wish for the best.
hope my GPA wont drop too much :(
1 more paper to go. Database. it should be alright i suppose.
need to memorize as per normal.
hope i can pass that also :D

Plans after database paper. Kbox by me and hui qin
Movie by Andrew
Prawning by Wenxian.
WOW voting?

going back to MJR later.
prefects stuffs. im bored.
i miss secondary school.

ADEL

2010-02-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

not in a good mood for today.
finally i blogged i know :D busy with exams.

Classmates to my house ytd to study Cmath2.
Awesome. i manage to study everything.
Thanks to randy and xin jie that i managed to finish my hypothesis.
like finally i understand the whole of the math topic.
doing the C math past year paper wasnt that difficult.

Cmath test today might be a disappointment.
i manged to do a little. answer is wierd for question 8 and its not complete
i've bomb out answer for the 3rd question.
mange to do all the rest. hopefully there isnt careless mistake.
hope i still can score.

i've been asking and asking and sending email and sms.
until today finally , for them to pay up for the chalet.
5 of them is not going , 5 of them not staying.
im only left with 10 people. some not confirm.
okay but i wil have 15 people for the BBQ i suppose.
last min changes. it isnt easy for me to change a plan.
whatever it is. new plan is up. =D awesome .

tomorrow need to study Fnet. thats all.
hope i can focus :D
ALL THE BEST FOR MYSELF :D

ADEL

2010-02-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

feeling tired as always.
what an awesome new year that pass.
sem paper is next. :(

tho its still far. this came to my mind.
what im going to do this whole holidays.
and they all gonna say.
its sure hook up on to work and CO everytime.
its so true kinda no life but thats the way of it suppose to be?
working and working..
many people can just enjoy their holidays to the max.
my life just seems so boring i suppose.
partly it was work that i broke up with my ex. :)
but thats only like a small part of it . hahas.

im sure this time round things gonna be different.
cause i see the difference.

wondering why cant i be like those people out there enjoy their holidays.
out to play , work and CCA took up all of my time :(

today visit to fang house was excellent.
i will say night shift staff never fail to make me smile :)
adel self declared that i end work early. find no point to work for sure.
there is a total of 5 sever excluding me.
there is a total of.. less than 15 rooms.
its super boring.. so i went off . go to fang house. and back home.
enjoy talking/joking/crapping with them .

yesterday went down to outlet with jin yao.
we were rotting there is suppose.
waiting for mel to call cause we wanted a mahjong session.
but she fall asleep at home. without us knowing.
so end up.. no mahjong seesion :(
mr benson was like telling me
"adel u are not cute but why you wear so cute stuffs? "
and im killing him! zzZ
after that accompany jin yao to eat at nihon mura.
back home =D

thats all for now, im pretty lazy
ADEL

2010-02-12T21:17:00.001+08:00

DAM SAD LA!! :(

today after school go bugis buy my shoe and stuffs with hui qin.
then around 2 plus we both go our grandmother house.
adeline is so dam clever till she took the wrong bus and dont know how to go to grandmother house ! called hui qin for help but still i took a cab there LOLS.
when i reach there i was quite bored so i go sleep.
when i woke up i stand up and FALL down! its dam pain la!
2 more days to CNY and i injured my leg! :(:(

CNY is here means SEM papers is on its way =DLOLS.
not in the mood to study at all. im in CNY mood zzZ.
im lazy to blog liaos. !

ADEL

2010-02-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN & CHER

Finally i got time to post!!
today was alright....
go to school around 12 to finish up for the project.

1pm start database class. finishing up the project report ASAP.
then the start of the database paper.
cant really do it :(

after school went to downtown with xin jie and huiqin.
dinner @ just acia.
went to kbox to take pay.
my working hours is 63.5 but im paid 55!
dam pissed..
never mind.

reached home joke around the house!
nicholas has been busy talking on phone and he is not entertaining me!
he should be talking to some girls!
until today he talk on the phone like dont know how long.
he seldom talk on phone.
my brother has been disturbing me. zzZ
about me and some guys. -.- cant be bothered.
and my mum was like really ah really ah?
brother make me drink a shot down of beer!
and was saying about why i drink so fast. zzZ

my 2 brothers are dam stupid keep disturbing me !

im tired for no reason and awake for no reason.
ADEL

2010-02-03T09:31:00.002+08:00

i know i haven benn blogging.
dont have the time to blog.
and im lazy to blog also.
finally things are getting fewer=D

what im left with for school now is
C# project, innov project and database test?
and of course Sem papers.

monday(1/2/10)
went school for lect.
after school . do my C# project.
did a little but left some parts im unsure.
cause randy also not very sure ! :((
so i guess might ask andrew later =D
sorting and the queue !
after that went home and mum cooked dinner =D

tuesday(2/2/10)
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SYLVESTER!

jap written paper first time i find myself didnt study much .
i dont know why.
but somehow manage to do a little.
hopefully can pass.
next sem de general study i've made my choice =D

Cost Accounting Essentials
Marketing Essentials
Emotional Intelligence & Leadership
Fundamentals of Life Science
Singapore Chronicles
Design Aesthetics & Appreciation
Business Mandarin
Insights into China

should be okay bahs =D
sad to say Fnet lesson cancelled.
ROT inside the library for 4 hours.
after school xi hong send me to lor ah soo.
dad send me home from there =DD

wednesday(3/2/10)
project interview tomorrow.
so going to school at 12 pm to do project =D

ADEL

2010-01-30T10:59:00.002+08:00

just knew somthing that is so super....

you dont deserve his tears for you.
you are the 1 at fault why you cry?
and he is crying behind you.
you dont deserve it at all . you shouldnt take him for granted.
he isnt a toy to you.
plese dont take it as a child play. you are old enough to think.

yesterday after school go downtown with qin and jie.
got cheated by xing wei! he asked me to go down cause he brought things back from japan.
end up ernest on MC he never bring!
we 3 went to the arcade to play.
jie went off to meet her boyfriend.
me and qin carry on and have our dinner and back to the arcade.
we were like destressing.. LOLs
after that we were like slacking outside Kbox for a while.. and back home
walked with qin the her house there then she accompany me to wait for bus.

we "quarrel" we " fight" and everything
but she never fails to make me smile =D

mei yan ; hui ping. dont miss me too much because i miss u guys too =D LOVE.

ADEL

2010-01-27T18:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th Birthday TEO ZHI XIONG!

there adel goes..
im still very tired.
getting more restless.
cant wait for holidays!
i bet this sem my GPA will be pull down! :(

after school today went to eat @ mac.
then move on to level 6 tutorial room do project.
first time we were so quite and do our project! =D
just few more days everything will be over.
ENDURE =D

no confidence for anything this semester.
dying~ not hoping much i guess. just let me pass everything
when the term break is over i always feel the stress.
i dont know why.
and when the stress is here i know i do have some attitude appearing.
im sorry guys~ but i dont know why...
*forgive me =D HAHAS.

today will be last day of CO . then continue from march.
just realise my 5 yrs of training was quite wasted.
after listening to what shen lao shi said.
but still quite alright now.

i want to go out and play. i dont know when was the day i really let go of everything.
but sadly , once after my paper there will be CO training.

dad is painting the house these days..
my house will change from white to blue! hahahs.
my room stay the same =DD
i miss work so suddenly..i don know why .

cant blog much after this will be sem papers and so on.
im reallly TIRED!

ADEL

2010-01-25T21:40:00.002+08:00

people cant stop complaining..adel didnt update her blog...
but only Qin and Xian will keep nagging! lols.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
MY DAD
MELISSA
GEN JING

school still alright. test are all over. but there is 2 more left ..
presentation week left.
projects deadlines~
i got to be honest. im pretty lazy this few days i dun know why
kinda tired. i dun know why.
no matter if i sleep 8 hours or more im still so tired.

this week is last week of CO... >.<..
tomorrow will be a busy day!!!
Fnet report submission , jap role play and math class test!
all together in 1 day after everything got CO! zzZ!

i was telling kim pei .. this sem my result like never fail anything
tho its something good. im afraid i cant do it in sem paper... :(

my arms still in great pain after vlading on sat which was 2 days ago.
hope it can recover soon.
i suddenly feel so tired for studying.
im not working now..having a break.

sometimes adel mood swing..
i dont know why...
ADEL

2010-01-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

brain dead!
after my C# lad test. 3/4 of my brain is dead..

im like torturing myself the whole night yesterday.
eye lotion , eye drop .
morning todat a packet of coffee.
to make myself awake to study and go for test.
dont really do well for this test.
tomorrow test is at 9am >.<>
im so not in the mood to study now! >.<>
feeling tired i cant sleep also.

school was alright. nothing much happen.
update the details of school.

week15/16
PRESENTATION!
week 16/17
PROJECTS SUBMISSION

all includes:
Fnet
inno project
IT Engine
C#

im tired . im word-less.
ADEL

2010-01-17T10:15:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to :
SHEREEN
MICHELLE
JING QI

yesterday morning went to school.
help NYPCO spring cleaning.
i sneeze until like dont know what.
nose dropping out liao! >.<
clean up a cupboard and a little washing.
and i went off.
sorry guys i've got something on.

went off to bugis to meet qin and her sis and her sis bf.
shopped around looking for presents for birthday ppls.
finally brought it.tho all almost the same de >.<>
starbucks with qin , went off to shop again .
CNY clothes , i brought 2.
first time i buy without much consideration >.<
thanks to qin! >.<>.<
but really can luhs.. mum didn't nag at all so its still okay.

after that went off to bedok , met ching qi @ the interchange .
Head off to shereen's house.
gen jing and kelvin was there.
like usual . they will suan me and CQ until -.-
then talkl about how kelvin jio his gf! and he was like.
"pretty de girls i jio be dao la"
"i say not pretty means average la"
he trying to be fuuny >.<
then we talk about the sch times and so on.
kel & gen still never change >.<
kel was a great entertainer tho .
went off around 8 plus 9 with them .

a fun day tho =D
ADEL

2010-01-15T20:48:00.003+08:00

i've skipped school today.
partly .. im sneezing all the way..
another thing.. im lazy >.<

just remember wed i had steamboat with my classmate =D
LOLS thats very random..
Adel : xian amk there got what food to eat?
Xian : ehh steamboat los.
Adel : zZz anything new? LOLS.
Xian : why not we all go eat steamboat?
Xian : [shouting across the room asking pen. want to eat steamboat?]
Pen : why so random? LOLS
Adel : so how? want go then we go lo .
Everyone agreed. super random but still we had fun =D

just now went to watch ting shuo..
mum has been nagging >.<
"New year coming please pack unwated stuff and throw away"
"New year coming le we need to paint the wall .. "
many many nagging >.<
but i told her i will do it when i reached home from movie =D
LOLS! okay la will be doing it later =DD
ting shuo is a nice movie.
but i think middle there is 1 part a little boring.
overall not too bad =DD

yesterday i've been seeing mian xian everywhere i go =D
hahahahs. from bus 72 to tamp to bus 22 .
its her rong xing okays! =D

ADEL

2010-01-14T13:15:00.002+08:00

im tired.>.<
im always tired >..<
haven get any shirts yet.
my pay left only $280..

help jamie with her project..
i work on it halfway, i fall asleep.
thats how tired i am.
i dont feel like going to school now.
like not in the mood for school >.<

done research for Fnet.
VoIP
history and its definition
things should be done fast for that.
innov. haven really touch on it.
C# ms tan said mine was alright.
IT engine. shld be starting

im really tired.
ADEL

2010-01-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY! >.<
stupid FNET project.
partly was teacher fault luhs!
tho we 3 skipped school but still we are not in school what.! >..<
ANGRY ANGRY
just now i ask him then he write down the 3 of us in a group!
WTH!

after school kena sabo till very~
saw yunling on the way. wanted to eat with her.
end up~ thy all walked off and left me and someone alone >.<
back to CO room.
trying to help jamie and jiamin with dreamweaver.
mission failed . but manage a little..
playing big pail for music de cuisine.
got scolded :(
back home .

time table for exams out.
Cmath - 23 feb. 4pm-6pm
Fnet - 25 feb 4pm-6pm
Database - 2Mar 9-11am

why not Fnet the last? LOLS.
projects deadlines
Fnet- week 15
C# - week 15/16
IT engine - Week13
Innovation - Week 16
LAB test
C# - thur Week 14
Fnet - tue Week 14

can i cry? LOLS.
ADEL

2010-01-11T22:44:00.002+08:00

omg im like >.<

today was super crazy ..
primary school chat online -.-
they still can suan here and there.
planning for an outing after chinese new year.
i miss them alot =D

today school was alright.
i dont know why , im just feeling so tired.
after school randy help me with C# .
finished after adding a few more lines.
and he went off to help hui qin.
i dont know why , suddenly my bag very heavy.
so i asked randy help me take my lappy! =D thanks.
then when i met ping .. she offer to help me take also.
LOVE her.
then went back nyp.
met zhi kai.
and same.. he help me take also.
LOLS!
today i brought lappy to school ...
but people help me to take whenever i go!
LOLS! thats sounds like -.-

cheer up to those that didnt score well for O levels.
Congrats to those who score well in O levels.

yesterday at work alot of things happen.
talked to doris and capt xiao yan
i reached there dam early!
when i reached...
kena suan all the way .
nvm im going to stop work soon
lols. sem papers coming >.<

2 new sever in kbox..
denny and jimmy.
denny is desmond teo de brother >.<
small world.

ADEL

2010-01-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

Co really takes up my full week =(

going to CO everyday.
practice and practice.
my hand hurts alot.
im still afraid performing infront of so many people.
i played wrongly on thur. its super obvious >.<

today performance canceled.
we didnt know. i reached school around 1.45pm
had my lunch and wait for them to come.
then practice and practice..
when we go down , they told us..it was cancel already.
we didnt know about that >.<
if i know i will go take my pay lo! >.<

during combine was still alright.
for matsuri..thanks to jesss.
her jiao luo drop on to my cymbal.
i got a shocked and passed it back to her.
I LOST COUNT!
i played wrongly =( dam sad luhs!
and its my fault luhs. its dam obvious cann! >.<
sad sad sad sad sad.

i didnt touched many of my projects and homeworks >.<
next week is adel project week.
nobody gonna take it away >.<>
monday for C# and inno.
wednesday for Fnet and inno i suppose.
other days when im free i will touch up =D

im really really tired.
physically.
ADEL

2010-01-05T00:54:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY XINGWEI!

im very tired liaos.
after school went TM with pen xian and qin!
being forced to eat at pizza hut! >.<
SHOP at TM CS and T1.
POWER Uhs.
i was so super tired and me and qin bused to bedok.
we both fall asleep.
that shows how tired we are! LOLS.

reached home was thinking of sleeping anot.
LAZY go CO. LOLS.
mum send me there so still okay la.
was quite high while playing Tribal and guyue!
that was CRAZY.

went home and nicholas and benjamin BULLY ME!
they want to throw my things away!
and nicholas repeat about the ez-link card incident
i hate him! 2 stupid brothers! >.<

THANKS MEIYAN AND HUIQIN!
tho they both love to act cute.
but they are really GOOD FRIEND=D
LOVELOVELOVE=D

ADEL

2010-01-03T18:35:00.001+08:00

just too many wonders in my mind.
>.<

2010-01-03T01:12:00.004+08:00

im back home.
very dead. super dead.LOLS.
working for a full week >.<

yesterday walked with alvin and andy to somewhere near andy house!
and we took cab home! >.<

today quite stupid. EVERYONE was late. except angela.
funn jie keep on checking in people. >.<
xing wei was the second to reach.
quite a few problems today.
K Lunch got 4 person check in they say got 6.
then i confirm le they still say 6.
then end up only 4.
i almost need to pay $28.40 >.<
Lyon need to pay $7 for tidbits.
he forgot to give the customers and they want him to pay.
ANGRY! >.<

help melissa to cover recept then i kena alot of phone calls!
ANGRY! >.<

after work i met zhi kai @ downtown.
we went simei to have our dinner and went to mel house.
go mel house play mahjong! >.<
poor zhi kai was so tired till he lost $27
poor adel lost $4 >.<
cab home with zhi kai =D
FUN DAY PLAYING! =D
SAD my shoe got attacked by those ants outside mel house! >.<

and this evil zhi kai say...
if tml he go syl house and lose money!
WE HALF HALF! . it got nothing to do with me!
so i dont care =D LOLS .
and yah , Evil zhi kai and mel keep bullying me just now! >.<

ADEL

2010-01-02T00:55:00.002+08:00

Quite fun this days.
some random stuffs.

Few days back when im sleeping ,
nicholas woke me up..
and he asked me if i got spare ez-link card.
and i tot he asked , how to spell ez-link card.
so i spelled ez-link card for him! >.<
then he was like >.<>

ytd met wen shi @ 12 .
when i reach boon keng at 12..
i called her and she is sleeping! >.<
she called yuan ying.
no doubt , yuan ying cant pull herself up from bed >..<
we went to plaza sing.
SHOP for kampong shirt.>.<
walked from PS to far east and back to PS!

qing gong yan was alright.
went off early , get to work.
reached before 10 pm .
work all the way till 3am.
but due to irresponsible customers ,
me and rick got to clean the rooms.
we are the cleaners for that night!
A&R cleaning company.
a total of 7 rooms to clean! >.<
we both scrub 3 rooms de floor and sofa..
the rest with the help of the others.
manage to finish it by 4.30am >.<
reached home at 5.15am.
woke up by sms . but still i went to bath at 12.40pm.
dad send me to work so im not late =D
went home with alvin andy and 1 more person.
CRAPS and i manage to know something =D

CHEER UP ERNEST! =D
he didnt sleep for 2 days but i bet he is not sad.
just only he went for count down and he just came back from genting.
Ah seng going taiwan on the 7 jan >.<
Angela going back malaysia on the 10 jan>.<
Irvin start school already.
Xing wei goign hokkaido . dont know when someday in jan?

ADEL

2009-12-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

THANKS RANDY! =DD
THANkS JACKSON ! =DD
*the help for my project =D

went for work today. DAM tired =((
WOKE zhu jing up accidentally =D
im like more and more lazy at work! >.<
okay Ernest and Xing Wei coming back already!

Did some of my C#.
Stuck like dun know what.
Programming kills me.
Innovo project,
im trying my best ,
i cant do anything much =(

xia yi zhan xing fu is nice.

i will always say this to melissa.
im not short.
im tall , just that u are taller =D

ADEL

2009-12-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

okay. im bored.
im lazy! >.<

Happy birthday to my niece =D

yesterday after work went to NYP for camp.
for the event and off i go.too late didnt go woodlands.
went off with jackson.
He's a nice guy =D
he send me to the MRT station =D
thanks jackson =D
talk all the way .
when i like going off from his car ...
then he asked.. eh.. whats your name uhs?
LOLS. that was like . funnny.

woke up dam late today.
and im so going to get fat today.>.<
this time round after the camp ..
3 person in kbox and alvin said.
eh adeline u look a little slim down >.<
captain xiao yan says. wow not bad u should go more camp then >.<
ANGRY! lols =x
then today. ate my breakfast around 12 plus 1.
then reached cousin house at 3 plus.
they keep asking me to eat eat eat..
then after that reach home around 9 plus..
dad ask me to eat again.
FULL UNTILL -.-....

im lazy to do my homework >.<
and time pass so fast ..
1 more term..
im moving to year 2 >.<

ADEL

2009-12-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

working was like hell but .. i dont know whys, im like enjoying it >..<

It was so dam not nice of ernest , xing wei and lyon!
NON STOP DISTURBING! >.<
they not tired. CAN KEEP CRAPPING!
Im the sweetest person in KBOX.
THEY GOT TO ADMIT THAT!
HAHAHAHS! =D

Projects makes me mad. didnt really manage to do it.
BUT I'll TRY! >..<
okay im super hyper active.
Melissa told me a handsome hong kong guy walked passed.
Didnt mange to see =((
next weeek 1 new sever 1 new bartender.
WOW. congrats. they gonna work with me! hhahas.
stupid ERNEST AND XING WEI go holiday!
i sacrifice , so they can go.
TOUCHED EH! lols=x

ADEL

2009-12-24T15:49:00.003+08:00

it will take me a long time to blog..
its gonna be a long long post

18 Dec [day 0]
After class melody came down to NYP to meet me for dinner . With Andrew also . After dinner , we went off to J8 to get something and headed to her house. =D met li jia at her house , zhi xiong at J8. Went mac for a bite , Melody is hungry again. Took cab from J8 to campsite. Its at Lim Chu Kang. Looks scary , we almost lost our way . Some short briefing , night walk , cheers and some supper. We went to sleep.

19 Dec [day 1]
My Birthday!!!!!=D
Melody , Xin Yi and i in Barney[group name] . Looking for a group for ourself . ice breaking games and so on. Had our lunch and have our station games. Our groups seems so quite , only me melody and xin yi shouting . Had our dinner and went for our night walk. Barney was the first group to go , and the res was listening to ghost stories. Real stories that people met with =D. After the debrief , Supper time for all. I went in wanted a biscuit but there isnt any left >.< sweet ="D." me ="D.">

20 Dec [day 2]
Woke up , Morning PT . Mass dance make all of us Dam awake. Morning puja , breakfast , some talks , auction for dinner =D. "amazing race" ? was quite fun . Manage to finish 7 station =D Barney did a good job , tho after me telling them again and again." I've lost my voice , guys please shout . Just the 3 of us our voice covers 12 of yours. " They finally shout out =D . Dinner , group work. They need to cook together for dinner. The food thy have is Sweet Potato , Potato , Maggie mee , Corn , Mushroom Soup and dont know whats that called. they seems so united =D jeanne was sweet enough to feed me with mushroom soup =D HAHAS =D prepare for night games. We are the last team to go . quite tiring . but its funny =D night debrief. Lights out . GL debrief . Good job barney . =D sleeps around 2 plus.

21 Dec [day3]
Woke up , Morning PT .Morning puja , breakfast . some talks again. and War games =D planned not to play in the first place. not feeling that well. voice is like.. -.- then told kaiwen i might not be playing. but end up i still play! =D hahahahs. its was alright. i was like hiding all the way. safe from waters and muds. =D Chern Shing was being pulled inside the mud! and she run all the way to me! she said " i wan to revenge what u all did to me 3 yrs ago " . 3 yrs ago we pushed her inside the mud =x. just so randomly. Zhi xiong and Chern Shing Attack me from the middle of no where. and from my face to my body, its like.. mud bath >.< improvements ="D" lols ="D">
MANY FOODS LEFT WERE BEING FORCED TO EAT! >.<
slept around 11 plus.

22 dec [ day4]
Photo Taking Session , AND BREAK CAMP!
Adel is so going to miss u all =D
reached home putmy stuffs changed and out.
Met Xin jie they all @ orchard =D
back home around 9 plus with mum =D
im lazy to blog already =D

Thanks...

Nicholas[2nd bro]
yuyue
desmond
anderson

for the belated presents=D
ADEL =D

2009-12-19T21:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO SITI!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO NURUL!
HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TO SHAO HONG!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

THANKS EVERYONE.

EI0908
SBM CEP dec 2009
MJR ppl
Kong Hwa Friends
Kbox
Eric XKA
Chef Jonathan
Randy Tan
ZhiYong
Ivan
Nuhaa
Charis
Stanley
MengKuag
Yun Di
Yuen Chong
Mei Yan
Hui Ping
Davey

theres alot more. =D sorry if i missed out =D
im still in camp tho =D

2009-12-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

today is crazy~

met melody EARLY MORNING. 930am?
passed her my backpack for camp.
so i need not go home after school tomorrow =D
love her lots can. =D

C# was alright. BRAIN CRACKED!.
PetShop project is NOT EASY at all!
using of all arrays and having 3 different class with parameters.
the main of the programming.
Inside a pet shop there is cage .
Inside the cage there is animal.
3 classes : shop cage & animal. 1 shop with 20 cage and xxx animal?
2D array 4 rows 5 columns of cage! >.<

went south canteen for lunch. but didnt eat anything.
dont feel like eating...and melody threaten me...=(
IT engine test was alright? LOLS hang somewhere.
thanks randy andrew and suresh =DDDDDD

LECT after that.
after lect met ping @ her house there.
ate @ subway =D
back to school for CO
back home early. tml test =D

ADEL